Sophie's Choice

If a worm is in an apple, its view of the world is that it’s white and moist. But when it works its way out, what does it see? There is a whole world out there with a different landscape.

This is how we live.

We’re stuck inside our own minds yet we think we see the whole picture. We don’t. We need others’ views to help us see the truth.

Does your world look limited or hopeless? Find someone who loves you and talk to them. Really talk to them. If you need to, you can talk to me… just email to make sure I have time.

I have always had the dream of influencing a lot of people without having to convince them, persuade them, sell them, individually, one-on-one, piecework. (I say the word “piecework” and I cringe. I don’t want to do anything that’s piecework… I even cook for 10 people at a time, eat one portion, and freeze the 9 for later.)

I published my magazine to realize that dream. I wrote an editorial, and the next day 90 thousand people read it.

Continue reading “I Have Found My Niche!”

I heard a brilliant story a few years ago.

There was this milk delivery truck driver. He started his shift as 6 am. He always had a partner who did most of the heavy lifting.

There was a dangerous junction on his route, entering a busy bridge on the left hand side. The visibility was nil… He could not watch the road and drive at the same time.

His partner would hang out his window to see the traffic and when it was clear, he would yell “Clear” and he would drive.

One morning his partner called in sick.

Continue reading “ANT=automatic negative thoughts”

The crucial moment of the Elite Trainers Boot Camp, for me, was in a breakthrough exercise. We were told that we had only 24 hours to live, and were asked to write down all the stuff that we regretted, never completed, dreamed about and never went for… I didn’t have much on my sheet. I heard heavy breathing, an occasional sob. I was peaceful.

Then we were lead to where the “execution” would take place, and before we were blindfolded, we were reminded that this will be the last glance we would have at the world. I looked around, and noticed how blue the lake was, how striking the reflecting of the trees looked in the water, and had a deep pain in my heart. I found something that I wanted.

In the whole process, while blindfolded, I was seeing the lake and the trees, and I was softly weeping. Other than that image, I was very OK to die. It was long overdue.

In fact, 37 years overdue. Continue reading “My Truth”

I just stumbled across a cool site. I think you will like it too. It works on the spiritual law of reciprocity. You pay $1.23 and have access to almost 300 gifts, totalling in value over 10K. In return, I guess, they get traffic, exposure, members to their list, neat concept.

It’s at http://www.123giftforme.com

Check it out.
P.S.
I liked it so much, I even gave them a gift
for them to give away to all of their members.
Let me know if you see it when you become a member.
http://www.123giftforme.com

I have a challenge: I need to/want to move my business in a different direction. I want to start something new, in the area of Internet Marketing, but I am having technical difficulties.

I have been procrastinating. Familiar? Me too.

I called a Success Codes coach, Teri Rose, http://www.peaceofsuccess.com to get some personal attention. In the 49th minute of hour hour-long coaching session she shared how she went about getting the perfect webmaster for herself, after having worked with webmasters that had no patience for her.

Here is the insight: I have always thought that I have to try to change so that people can work with me. What I have learned from Teri: I can ask the Light/Universe to get me together with someone who wants to work with me where I am, how I am, and as long as I am clear what exactly I want from a webmaster/personal assistant/etc. I can get that.

This is an enormous breakthrough for me! I am so excited! Maybe I won’t have to try to do everything myself from now on. The operative word is “trying”, because it is impossible to get done everything I need to get done, by myself… so that is why I have been so busy, and haven’t advanced as I should have.

I am doing the success codes with the q-codes now on getting clear, on believing that I can, and on having peace of mind and peace of heart. I believe that I will have that by Monday.

What a miracle! Thank you Teri, Than you, Light. I am grateful.

My beautiful girl friend Larisa Belliveau is working on a new project: marketing cell phone shields that seem to make talking on the cell phone less bothersome, and hopefully prevent brain cancer. Especially teenagers are at risk: their brain is still in the development stage, and brain cancer is on the rise. I will inform you about the developments: I will do some of her marketing. To be continued…

I came back last Friday from the Ultimate Leadership camp quite ill… my upper lip was covered with fever blisters, about 20 bruises from paint ball, shivering and incoherent.

I made a stop at my chiropractor and then went to sleep about 50 hours of severely disturbed sleep: I was marching with my squad mates in my dream, delirious, exhausted.

It took me till Tuesday to be able stay up and get some work done, but I felt very tired and took frequent breaks.

Continue reading “What’s new… and how I turned things around”