It has been said that male is the only creature who runs quicker when he is lost. Certain enough, that was me – trying to survive in an abusive marriage, striving and praying and trying – running ever quicker however always headed in the incorrect direction. At extended at the end I found myself backed into a windowless corner where decades of denial had finally run their direction. It was then that I had to offer up my most painful of all confessions. More information: the life force